I am so totally bummed. I just want to sit on the floor and cry, and I felt that way in the middle of a crowded store. I’ve gone through my closet and pulled out all my maternity clothes from my previous pregnancy and they are all summer. Short sleeves, cap sleeves and thin thin thin cotton material. That does nothing for me when it’s 33* outside! Of course today it’s 65, but yesterday was in the 30s and it’s not quite ready to warm up yet. But on top of that I tried on some of those clothes thinking I’d just throw a sweater over it and some of those are too small. I’m 12 weeks-ish pregnant and already huge. How did this happen? I was not this big postpartum and all of the sudden I look like I’m months pregnant instead of barely weeks.
We went to the huge Kids Town Consignment sale and got four things for AppleBlossom including a much needed pair of jeans, but no maternity there. We then went to a local shop that I’ve been dying to go to for some gently used stuff. Nothing. Absolutely nothing in my size. If I were a Medium I would be in heaven, but nope not this L/XL pregnancy. There was a few t-shirts with those huge necks that would show bra straps in a second and completely see-through on your belly. Thank you but no.
I just want to cry. I don’t know what I’m suppose to do. Maternity clothes are something that I’ll only wear for a few months, but during those months it will seem like forever with the same monotonous clothes. Then there is the fact that I cannot buy new, because I’m not going to spend $$$ on something that is so temporary! Ugh. This just makes me want to cry.