Home, but still hiatus after surgery

We’re home home now. Yesterday actually, but the days seem to be running together for me as her mess are on four hour increments that are not always lined up with sleep.

There will be an hour or so where things are really calm and I feel like we can do this and all will be okay. Then… I think the end of the world has come and that we will never be okay.

Having your daughter in misery with no way to know exactly what hurts or how to help really hurts… it will get better.

Surgery went well and no complications then or at home so far. Low fever so far but hopefully it won’t rise. Otherwise she’s got a bit of tummy trouble with her first miserable experiences N/V & D. Praying for a good recovery and to keep her calm to prevent a rebleed.